three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
wilEEn. sometimes also goes by the name
wEe.
born on the 27 nov '88. working half heartedly at an org. loves h.y.b. and wants to go to his concert at least once.
likes shopping, esp with ms pearlyn.
10:31 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
i wish i still can be excused from my mistakes by my age. I wish i can always be the youngest, so ppl would be easier on me. i wish i could be more efficient in things that i do. I wish ppl could teach, not teach combine with scolding.i wish they can tell me wad to do, n not expect me to noe smth that no one has ever tell me before. how am i to noe smth when i dun even noe it exists? the feeling of non existence and of no use.
I duno whether this is smth that He wants me to do. where shld i head to? can i work in a farm? or somewhere with little civilisation but the ppl there kind? gosh...
i wish my talents could be more obvious. so i would noe wad to do.
alrite... gotta go slp. 4 days of waking up at 540 has changed my biological clock. I'm going to wake up at 10!
Wad . do. i . do. ... ... ...
8:33 PM
Friday, May 30, 2008
i've finally dream of..... H.Y.B. haha. *i noe u out there most prob wana roll eyes* I was wondering how long it would take me to dream of him la. And in this dream, he's the same height as me. HORROR! haha, cos that would meant he has SHRUNK. anyway, i believe he's tall, 1.8m. =)Hv been feeling out of this world. Working everyday for the past 7 days. I suck at this job, unable to decide wad to do.Time mgt is definitely impt. I finally get to go church tml after morning. then it'll be my OFF DAY on SUNDAY! plans hv already be thought of. I wana go shopping! Clay aiken has a new album!!! CAN i dun work? or study? haiz...When can i get to see him?
11:24 AM
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
xin nian video!!!
11:12 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
half of a Grad class of NR0528!!!
4:30 PM
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I've finally graduate!!! I was so glad n relieved that i didn't fall on stage because of the shoes. haha. It's so tiring to go thru the grad ceremony. I'll most likely nv get to go up stage again. I hope the nxt 3 yrs of my working life can go pass quickly like the last 3 yrs.
can u spot : stitch, elmo, mushroom, piglet, eeyore ? It all belongs to my SIS! and there are other soft toys that can't be seen clearly. AND, it all goes to bed with her, where she shares her bed with my mum. Y would someone wana squeeze with so many other small creatures? They occupy 1/4 of the bed. this pic was taken when i had to move all the stuff frm the bed, so that the aircon man can come n repair. Do u hv any idea how troublesome it is to move so many small creatures? There are like 10 of these toys...
4:52 PM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
I'm graduating TML from NYP!!! =) but hv to wake up early, so a little rgret wanting to go for the grad. My main highlight of tml is hoping to eat mac breakfast. Lame rite? =) i love food! Anyway, most probably going hm after lunch in sch. I miss the JAP food. Oh... *salivating* =DWork is so tiring... my legs hurt so much. and the weather is so HOT. It's terrible going to work in the afternoon. And i hv slight flu, making me sweat like buckets! i was doing a procedure, where ppl can see the beads of sweat jus POPPING out. it's just SO TERRIBLE outside. Just wana stay at hm and stay out of the sun. ITE students were in our ward. Hee, nice to see them again after their posting with them prev. now, i can boss them around. Time flies. Some of them can recognize me. =) I love Ribena! esp when it's so sweet.Anson has BLOGGED!!! 2 posts this month, because of the Sichuan earthquake.It's strange when ppl asks whether u hv a bf anot, yet when u tell the truth and say no, NO one believes it. My bf is Anson alrite... =DI like the drs working in the ward now! =) one of them were telling me there are going to be many discharges tml. I SAY:" haha, I'M NOT WORKING TML... " I'm happy! obviously...I greeted GOOD MORNING to all my pts today! SO fun!!! I love all my pts. cos most of them can ambulate! but they're really nice too.
8:24 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
frustrated
I'm just so frustrated... UGH... I can't seem to unbottle my feelings.I wasn't really angry, jus tt i dun like ppl to be VERY late. Slightly late is alrite. Ya... so i was just a lil irritated, and i wanted to be able to type my true feelings cos i didn't feel gd saying it out. It's like, such a trouble to hv to explain things rite frm the start, n make ppl see things frm MY perspective. Hence... i prefer ppl to see that things are going alrite for me.Haiz. Mums can be very dramatic. *sigh* Sometimes, i can't really stand it, but afterall, i hv to honour her. And its mother's day wk. We didn't celebrate it. I dun see the point in that anyway, no offence, but u're supposed to treat ur family with love everyday, not jus one special occasion. Everyday seems the same.I'm not very sure wad i'm doing is rite anymore. I dun like pleasing ppl. I prefer to do things that i enjoy. If i hv to please my boss when i try out as a zookeeper, i think i may jus quit, and sweep the floor or smth. Why do ppl hv to please certain ppl, after all, we're all humans. Gosh, it can be so irritating sometimes...UGH
10:52 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Curfew
I have forgotten to mention that i have a....
CURFEW! muahaha... its 1130pm by the way. I've always thought that i won't hv a curfew, but i'm so wrong.
Is 20 consider young? What if i want to get married by 23 ? Some may ask y be married at sucha young age, but i've always thought that 23 is the ideal age for marriage. =)I've lost my *biscuit looking giraffe* and used my sis biscuit looking dog, cos she doesn't use it. Might as well put to good use by me. Poor giraffe still somewhere on the streets, facing the dirty, ugly looking floors, or hv been swept away. Working on a sunday isn't as bad as ppl think. Cos i usually hv nth to do on a sunday, might as well work and earn money. And there're lesser patients too. BONUS! but it oso meant that more families will come and visit, demanding stuffs.I hv pictures! but my hp batt is running low, so shallleave it to tml. WATCH the YOUNG WARRIORS on Ch 8, 1030pm, every sunday! Anson sang the opening song! =D And the actors in the show are good!
4:03 PM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Tiong bahru
tiong bahru plaza has changed! well, jus a lil. =)
Jus went
shopping there. bought my FAVE amos cookies! *yum* went to the cd shop annnnnnd bought: anson hu's
MV quan ji lv. Didn't noe there was such a thing coming out for him and when i SAW IT, *heart was beating faster* and thinking where did it came frm. Jus had to buy it. And also Utada's new album. Her singing is really good, though i dun understand jap.
I went to NYP to collect my grad attire. Was having 2nd thoughts re: going for grad ceremony, waste of time, money and efforts... Didn't noe wad to do after that, so in the end, i'm at hm now, going online, using a lagging comp, reading MONK (a book about solving crimes. Its a series) waiting for the sites to load completely.
Sweet talk's mocha isn't really nice. Shall jus stick to my grape milk tea. Nyp's mac is gd! Today's weather is really nice to just stay at hm, and stoned. Who created this word by the way?
I'm not someone who has a lot of thinking done. I much prefer to be thought of as a girl who is simple rather than superficial, though at times i do think that i am.
No more late nites outside... I'm jus 19 plus...
rite....someone's life could be in my 19 yr old hands. wad huge responsibility...that's it...Is a colourful entry better or one that stays the same?
8:41 PM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
can't believe
U can't imagine wad ridiculous things i'm thinking of, nor what i'm capable of doing... i can't believe it myself... =) This doesn't mean anything. oh yup! i still wana see H.Y.B live in ACTION! Great olympic song he came up with. SEE, or rather, HEAR, so talented. tsk tsk. =DHave been eating fast food these days. Hospital food are really boring. I'm definitely putting on wt cos i'm eating lunch everyday. There's smth wrong with my dog today, no idea what or why. and, NO, she doesn't hv PMS.I really like watching V. Mars. and kristen bell is really pretty! I wana eat chocolate waffles tml morn for breakfast!I need more victims! And no, i'm not really afraid of taking blood, nor bld being taken frm me. If u're not afraid, come approach me, so i can PRACTISE!Life has been rather good to me. I do think it is by God's grace that i'm where i am. esp my working area. Has been experimenting with my hair lately. Still no clue as to wad to do with it. Extremely random. talk to me. =) or leave me alone, if u'd prefer to ignore me.I have this little sister that likes waking me up jus because i slept before she did yesterday nite, and had wad she studied for exam enter her brain so she's happy. Happily come and disturb me. Haiz... Do that to her tonite? tsk tsk.I like being colourful and random!
10:55 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
God - Bed
Yesterday, i kept thinking that God is like my bed, or rather when i think of God, i think of my bed. Its a very impt thing in my life and in others as well. One needs to spend sometime, sleeping on it. Even if u just slp for a few hrs, u hv the energy to go through the rest of the day. The bed gives one rest, comfort, warmth, n refuge. Like when its raining, some just like to hide in it and escape frm the rest of the world. Maybe it was because i was feeling sleepy, but i was still thinking. It is oso in my bed that i pray most of the time, and leaving my worries behind, to hv peace. =) My bed is the best place to be at hm, though oni at nite la, cos there's aircon. In the day, it'll be super hot.I've got anson hu's full version of the song he wrote for the olympics 2008! =D It has his fans in it. Looking forward to the video! He's just so talented... =)I need to love u all ppl jus like Jesus did!
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