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The Word of God:
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Today's Verse
Ill-gotten treasures are of no value, but righteousness delivers from death.
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three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
wilEEn. sometimes also goes by the name
wEe.
born on the 27 nov '88. working half heartedly at an org. loves h.y.b. and wants to go to his concert at least once.
likes shopping, esp with ms pearlyn.
10:22 AM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
REST DAY! =)
I was supposed to sleep til 10 am this morning, but it turns out that my biological clock is better than my alarm clock, making me wide awake at 830 am. SO... i lay in bed, tossing and turning, trying hard to go back to slp but gave up at bout 850 am. cos for 2 days, i've been waking up at 540am.I can't seem to watch the "they kiss again" video on youtube, which is bad cos its the LAST EPISODE! haiz... but i'm watching veronica mars season 3 on tudou, which kinda makes up for it. =) Nonetheless, y does it hv to be on the last ep? and it seems like its oni happening to me! Meanwhile, i'll jus continue to watch V.M, waiting to go out at 2 plus. lazy morning...
9:55 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
NEW SKIN!!!
i've change the blogskin because there was smth wrong with the prev one, and isn't this CUTE? haha. though i dun really hv a great love towards tintin, simpsons, spongebob etc. i've modified certain things like: adding the video below the playlist. because i'm super uber uber kiasu! And it'll be convenient if i wanna see the video AGAIN! annnnd... ppl can watch it, after i MAKE THEM DO SO, even if my prev post on that same video is gone. gd rite??? AND, i oso added the new beijing olympic song that he sang with other FANS (how come i dun get to be there?) but its oni 48 secs, cos it's a preview.
Off tml. shall enjoy it with DENISE! =) do all the things i haven and wanted to do. Double "J" movie: here i COME!The practical test on IVC (intravenous cannulation) and IVM were tough. Learning 3 skills and being tested on them ON THE SAME DAY! manage to pass it. didn't even practise a few times.didn't like the testers except for one. cos she let me pass! and she's nice and cute. How can u let a student who just learnt the skills within few hrs, to practise on a LIVE ONE? zzz... Well, i'm quite excited to find my first victim. oops... =DI shall continue watching my video on "they kiss again" *smiles*THAT'S IT!!!
10:40 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
YEAH!!!! H.Y.B fan has upload HIS LATEST NEWS! today! and i get to read it. I can't wait to see the mv for the beijing olympic song TOO!
NICE RITE??? HAIZ... Double click on the imeem thing so u can hear on the imeem website instead.
the website of his fan is : http://blog.yam.com/ansonhu
Veri useful! So that i can know his latest news if Anson doesn't update his own blog.
And i'm really liking this new ward, and hopes that there won't be anymore changes.
OH! OH OH OH!!! And i jus find out he updated his own blog too! but it is almost the same news la. Haha.http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_4913a23301008wi5.html This is also another of his fans! =)http://www.wretch.cc/blog/deva&article_id=8775226
IVM & IVC TEST tml!! sleep first... =) I've got videos to WATCH! haiz.
8:48 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
my PRESENT ward
I LOVE IT!!! ok, maybe i'm getting ahead of myself now. but i feel it's SO MUCH BETTER than the prev ward LOR... Haha, its such a huge difference. And i kinda feel weird now in the present wd, cos the staff will ask wad i did in wd 64, and i will also verbalize wad are the things they did over there. The burden is lighter now, and some of the staff are nice too. =)SO, i really thank the Lord for this change at this stage, cos initially, there were times that i wonder where i'll go to. I thought: if i were to go back prev wd, then so be it. If i go to a new one, i wonder whether it'll be like the prev wd. If u wana noe the diff, ask me personally. i need to VENT!!! haha, in a gd way.most of my rest day til may is on SATURDAY! I'll be able to attend church. Veri gd! i ESPECIALLY love the rest day on the week of Labour Day, then i'll be able to rest for 2 days! yeah!!!Oh, by the way, i still haven forgot abt ANSON HU yet, but i've been spending considerably less time n effort on him. so... i'm not a psycho alrite... And i shall continue to ask those frens frm china re: H.Y.B. I've already hv one on my side! I do love making friends for particular reasons... Hee. 3 more days to go... off i go... =D
10:12 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
I finally complete cross stitching for BETH! I'm so NEVER gonna tell ppl i'll cross stitch for them as presents again. Once bitten, twice shy. Haha. nice rite??? Nxt cross stitchin most prob be after 3 yrs? Gonna continue watching the videos... LEFT 2 PARTS!!!
9:44 PM
Orientation ends TODAY!!! was kinda boring... and SOOOO many ppl were sleeping while they played the videos of foundation and culture.I personally nod off a while too. HEE.Hmm... nth much to update i guess. I went to bugis for 2 days to see this wallet that my fren has and i really wan it, so that i can use it durin work. So, i finally buy it today after much contemplation. =) Have been buying many stuff too for the past few days. I need to save now, both money and sms, BECAUSE, my SISTER has been using my phone to save up on her own. Haiz... i seldom am afraid of overusing my smses... SHE FRIGHTENS ME... hopes she see this. hee...SO... i'll be starting work tml. shall update more! =) need to watch 4 more parts of a video before slping. There goes using my time leisurely... SOBS... I'm going to the STC fun fair this SAT!!! half my day gone. I love CHURCH! I've been random this past few days. LIKE, REALLY RANDOM lor. I still love anson HU! =) somethings seldom change.
10:58 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
First day: orientation. The bad thing is the... ATTIRE. I didn't noe that we're supposed to wear smart casual, and i brought my uniform along tgt with shoes, making my bag so HEAVY! and i was wearing SLIPPERS, with tshirt n jeans. Seeing the CEO, wearing this. Very gd rite. hahaAnyway, how could they make us wear smart causal attire, like we're used to office work. And being 20, MOST of my clothes are JEANS and TSHIRTS. they're so troublesome.
Didn't listen to my mp3 the whole DAY! so equals: nv listen to anson hu VOICE! haha. I SHALL listen to it TML! when my bag is so much lighter.I got my staff pass too. SO COOL!!! I'll need to get a "chop", for my name too. And i need to go bugis. AND... I dunno even noe when is my rest day THIS WEEK. Now that i noe how the orientation is going to be like, i can plan my stuff properly, without hving backaches and headaches, and enjoy myself hopefully. I'm going to another ward, which i haven really been there, but i talked to someone who has been there, and WILL be the oni person there with me. SO, i hv to be really GOOD frens with her. =) Not really sure whether is a gd thing anot, cos my prev ward is a very busy, and not so pleasant ward, but this time, i'm going to hv to learn new stuff and meet new ppl again. So... About 10 hrs to go... NITE!
5:22 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
VIDEO!!!! of h.y.b 's song. He's so cute in this video! =) I finally learnt to post videos by MYSELF. see, so smart... Haha. all for the sake of showing everyone his face, songs, and talent.
12:05 AM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
H.Y.B and an egg, and my longest entry ever
My obsession with him hasn't fade away yet, which is kinda scary, being obsess over a singer. The last time i did that was probably more than 5 yrs ago? bout 5566. But my 'obsession' now is bigger. And i really admire him, the way he sings, he plays instruments, create music, music that he has a passion of, and it makes me want to be more involved in MUSIC. His huge passion for it, and he's like talented. It makes me wan to learn more, as much as i can about instruments, that this could be what i'll be doing after nursing. It makes me think of what i can do after this part of my life. I realised there's SO MUCH MORE out there that i want to do.I've done smth that i've nv done b4. which is... : saving half of his old songs from his previous albums, which is 5. i counted it jus now. My mp3 has 2 GB, and i've used it all UP. I wonder how much space is enough for me, cos my laptop is slowing down due to all the songs that i hv. Hearing his previous songs hv made me realised how much he has grown, mature, the way he sings now is slightly different from more than 5 yrs ago. and he has concerts, which is NOT in SINGAPORE. I think he only came once for an award thing, and i kept the magazine, not solely because he's in it. Listening to those songs also bring back memories of how i heard his music the first time, what i was doing when i bought the album, small little bits of memories, which is interesting. =) And i still can't believe that he's 1.8m tall, and that i didn't notice it till THIS YR, 2008. How slow can i be? So, anyway, now, when i go out, i always notice tall guys, and imagine how tall he'll be WHEN i see him IN PERSON. WHEN, not IF. I shall make seeing him in person the no. 1 thing that i'll do after the bond! I don't care if i hv to fly to shanghai, and meet weird ppl, whom i can't communicate with because of their language and the pollution and all that stuff. Hmm... gotta wear a mask! and specs. i'm most probably getting ahead of myself right now. I maybe thinking too much, but i feel there's a reason why God give a brain rite? and imagination? But, i'll not go and worry about it, for that's wad He says we shan't do. Hopefully, after 3 yrs, he'll be more aware of fans in SINGAPORE? =) / =( / =) Sometimes, thinking bout him jus makes me happy, but sad at the same time..The next thing is, i felt like an EGG. It just came to my mind at cell. It's like i'm protecting myself, or creating a barrier around me. I had smth to share, but i didn't wan to talk about it. I felt my body just going haywire just thinking about sharing. But i dun mind sharing if it's a one person thing. Like we're just chit chatting. It's a little different from having a presentation in front of everybody, or performing when there's audience. I like people asking me qns, so i noe what to reply, that they really cared about me. I'm like the yolk, surrounded by the white and shell. =) weird comparison? wileen and the egg. I had the urge to cry during cell. It came 3 times. I think i really need to cry out. ??? Sometimes, i find myself wondering, why did i REALLY choose nursing? Is it because i want to help people so much? That i can help them feel better? Was it to prove smth? Was it me TRYING to be different because i hv to be unique? Or is it wanting to escape from the studying of many subjects for a couple more yrs like secondary sch? Starting the career of being a nurse on MONDAY, 7 april... Certain sense of excitement, but a much higher sense of fear, worry, which has already been prayed for. I need to pray more. Looking forward to wearing the uniform, to serving ppl (whom i need to stop being biased of). I still haven study sch materials, which is kinda BAD. Need to start working on that(which i've already been telling myself since this monday, and occasionally during the hols).I really like the NTU CELL! You people are a GREAT bunch to hang out with, though i usually can't stay late, which sometimes i like or don't. But i still feel that i'm unable to "open up" in a way. Just this invisble strong barrier, that i believe He will break it sometime soon, and after a period of being tgt... Hope u all will see this, if u're wondering how come i'm quiet, and distancing myself.This must be the longest post that i've ever typed. So for those who actually read, i suggest u read the entry separately for several days. Because, when i read ppl's blog that has long entries too, i tend to skip much of it, just skimming through. Oops! And i've been listening to H.Y.B cd throughout this period of time. and if u haven yet guessed wad's H.Y.B... it stands for hu yan bin, 胡彥斌. or A.H.Y.B: anson hu yan bin. He has the same b'dae as my mum, which helps me rem it better. I'm like, psychotic or smth. A few of my friends probably can't stand me anymore, with me sending weblinks of his videos. I think i really, really like guys who are really talented, good with music and REALLY has the PASSION for it! I think many girls like them too... oops. Time do fly at times... i need sleep...
archives.
credits.
I finally complete cross stitching for BETH!