My b'dae has finally arrived! Have been celebrating my friends' birthdays n wishing them for the past 11 ++ mths, it's finally my turn. LOL.

Thanks to ALL who wished me happy b'dae today through smsing, friendster, facebook, msn n through shaking hands. Like kahyee, Julia, my sis, dad, n mum, cousins n aunt, nette, yulian, abby, elizabeth, hari n nadiah, bizi, charissa. N oso those who shook my hand. Haha. I was really so thick skin today. Telling ppl that today's my b'dae in the hospital and CO. THICK SKIN!!! HAIYO...

Anyway, there was a bazaar today at NUH, today n tml. Did some shopping!!! like earrings (AGAIN, but a pair costs $1, how can i resist), and a notebook. Since i'll be going there tml, i shall buy somemore. Not the earrings ok....

Hmm, learn alot more bout air mattresses and Baxter IV pumps. Interesting. Get to go home earlier than expected. Isn't that good? Nice gift to hv, going home early every day. FAT HOPE!!!

Shall watch Enchanted tml with my sis. I'm excited. So many of my friends hv watched it already, n said it's very funny. All nv ask me out to watch.
Humpf...

ISN'T THIS SO CREATIVE??? my dear sis created this for me. Though it kinda reminds me of shows where the kidnappers are trying to threaten the family members to pay the ransom. LOL. she's so talented. STOP BULLYING ME SIS!!! why do i pay the movie tickets tml huh? HAiz... The pig at the bottom is the cutest!


Life's still going to be the same. Nth's gonna change because it's one's b'dae for a day.

SMILES!!! =)

God is always there for us. It just depends on how we view the situation we're in.

I received my ANG POW!!! isn't that cute? (as in, it's unusual lah) so i take a pic of it. THANKS! to my mum n aunt.

It doesn't feel like its my b'dae tml. Getting older, but still younger than most ppl. That's how i like to think of myself, though most strangers think that i'm the younger sister. HEE =D I feel strange, having to be in the hospital on my b'dae. Oh well... It's just another normal day for ppl out there. NO BIG DIFF! *shall keep telling myself that*

I still don't feel confident in my posting. lacking in a lot of things. In a way, i'm thankful that "sister" asked me questions that i wasn't able to answer, to prove that i need improvement.

I wish to be a BLESSING to everyone! Like God has blessed me, despite tough times.

MY OWN RUBIK'S CUBE!!!

Thanx sis for buying it for my early b'dae present! It's cuter cos it's smaller than the usual one. Haven solve it yet, going to take my own sweet time to do it. Shall watch the video on youtube when there's time.

Have been going around telling ppl my b'dae is on tues nxt wk, so they better wish me happy b'dae. THICK SKIN! hopefully they can rem. But it doesn't really better, i feel. It's jus a normal day for most ppl anyway. I will hv to go back for guzheng on my B'DAE!!! Haiz, need practicing anyway. Day off on wed n thurs. Lookin forward to it already.

The next picture is how my new organizer cum diary looks like. Can't wait to use it for next yr. But i'm afraid of not using it like i ought to, leaving many blank spaces in between. Oh well...

Afternoon shift ltr. I'm veri scared for my friend who has the FIERCEST preceptor i've ever seen. Been thinking about her actually, like why is she so fierce towards the preceptees, n whether she have thought how it'll affect them, n the possibility that she may change for the better.
She isn't fierce when talking to her own colleagues... only to preceptees. SCARY!!! The staff nurse i was with threaten to let me follow the fierce preceptor if i not learning well. NO WAY!!!

Today was a pleasant monday because yesterday was a sunday (which means rest day) and tml is my day off, (which is another rest day), and wed is day off too (another rest day). Isn't that good? I can rest for so many days, but it oso meant that i've to work continously nxt week. Oh well, too many of the good things isn't good too.

I figured out that the choice to go poly was a good idea, n why God didn't disapprove of my choice. The experiences that i gained since going to poly have been alot. It has changed me from a person who doesn't like n afraid of makin new frens, to someone who actually enjoys it now. Though there are certain times when i really dread it, i enjoyed it most of the time. I'm quite nice to my friends. However, I dunno why i'm treating my family the opposite way. Maybe i'm taking them for granted, cos after all, family has to stick together. It took Pastor Jenn 10 yrs gradually. I wonder how long it'll take me to be changed by God. I'm excited to know that He will changed me eventually, and gradually.

I'm excited to be working in the ward now. I wonder whether it's a good thing or not. Who we work with is a REALLY BIG FACTOR when u want to decide whether this particular place is really worth working in.

CO tml!!! YEAH!

After the bee movie, we went to ngee ann city, where there was a "responsible pets ownership" thing. Sooo, we bought many things from there, cos they were raising funds. Things that we bought include the 4 keychains shown, one t shirt one diary/organizer, one pack of cards. In total, i spent $32. So fast rite? but it was well spent to me.

Below are only 2 dogs that were there. There were many more dogs walking around or just lazing, sleeping n dreaming.

I feel HAPPY!!! Shall look forward to tml.

I think i've smth against NP nursing students. Though we're similar, we're separate by the uniform. I'm thinking too much into it, but i dun wana be compared to a NP student bout certain skills, how we behave n all that stuff. All bulls***. N i dun think they wana provide basic nursing care to the patients, acting so high etc etc... Okay, I'M JUST BIASED AGAINST THEM!!! Haiz...

My grandpa came back from china to see the doctor in singapore. He's currently in NUH, ward 63, just opposite the ward i'm in, so i can visit him after my shift. So convenient for me. There are many things going on in my family, so i'm jus trying to handle it like wad the eldest daughter would do. note the word: TRYING...

Sometimes i feel that when i say certain things, it would come out wrongly. It's hard to express myself at times. SO pardon me if i'm quiet. I just do not know how to string my thoughts in a NICE SENTENCE so that ppl can understand.

I'm planning to buy certain CDs once again *hint hint*. So friends out there!!! u can buy me cd vouchers again, or just me wad cds i'm planning to buy, so u can buy it for me! HEE =) (grins)

I'm thankful to God for giving me 2 nice preceptors that i hv currently!!! Praying to God does help a LOT!

just blogging my thoughts at this present moment... watching the BEE MOVIE later! n visting grandpa after that. That's how my SUNDAY is spent. =)

Jus a quick update before i'm going to meet my cousins in town to do some SHOPPING! dun really hv anything to purchase, but just gonna go out n hv FUN!!! tml will be the long awaited day. Not sure wad's gonna happen, so i'll leave it all to God.

This one week of break has not been very fruitful, though it gave me time to relax, n watched my online shows. Havent been studying. My cousin came over twice this wk. She must been really bored in her house, but coming to my house isn't much of a difference, except for the presence of my DOG! i think my dog doesn't mind seeing her, cos they were SLEEPING TGT. but anyway, my dog usually slps with anyone. HAHA...

That's it. Tml is the day... Wonder whether i can perform the job of a staff nurse well. = D

CO (chinese orchestra) IS SO COOL!!!

Esplanade's Beautiful sunday: 9th dec, a sunday, 3 pm, free admission!!!

NYP's annual concert: 18th Jan' 08, a friday, 730 pm, $12. FOR CHARITY!!!!!

so pls do come. I'm hoping that the ward would allow me to perform in the concert, and that i on't be working on these particular days, if i hv an excuse letter... puh-lease???

Something tragic happened this morning, bout 7 am. Someone, a young male adult just commited suicide by jumping down at the eighth storey from the corridor in my block. It's kinda sad that it happened. I think my dad n mum heard "him" landed. N i probably would hv heard it if my dog woke me up later. Which is a good thing that she woke me up before 7. Wad is everyone doing at around 7am this morning? So many ppl can be doing so many other things when he decided to jumped.

Tragic... It was said that he was drunk, and had experienced quite a number of bad things. Smth to do with his GF, n getting detention for drinkin while driving. I think...

FRIDAY! FRIDAY!! FRIDAY!!! is HERE!

weekend is near!

WEE!!!

Holiday~~~~ =D

RESULTS OUT!!! finally. Waited since last wk. was quite ok when i realised another fren is there, and it's a medical ward. Less dressings i hoped. Anyway, i enjoyed my OT posting though the environment is new, and the surgeons & staff are kinda intimidating for me. I get an idea of wad the patient goes through, from the A&E dept, to admission in the ward, to the going of the operating theatre, to the end of surgery and returning to the ward, then being discharged. I have confidence now, but somehow, in the presence of certain staff, i'll get scared again. So, i'll jus gonna continue seeking the Lord.



Not going to the zoo on thurs. disappointed, but i'll be able to hang out with my frens! Sharing our experience and all. LAST DAY TML!!! HOLS! can u feel the eagerness in this entry? VERY EAGER! weekend is near, practices are near too. GAMBATE!



*sticks out tongue* to those still having attachment. Hee! This is a very wrinkled sun bear. Interesting animals that our God has create. =)